90 from the 90's

I once read
on the wall
of a MG repair shop
"Don't do it if it ruins the fantasy."

I
did it
and I
ruined the fantasy.

I wanted so badly
the things that I sought
that I found
them;
even though they
weren't
really
there.

I discarded
advice
that rings true
Now
because I didn't
want
to believe
it before.

But now,
it
all
makes
sense
to me.

In some
strange
sick
sense I
see.

I hope
I won't
replay
my life
as I did
before.

please.