90 from the 90's

In a Funk

I'm in a

I miss the days when
I could find happiness
with two Matchbox
and a plush carpet.

Now I find it in
Alcohol and

Even that is starting to get old.

It doesn't give me the same
Joy to
Drink or
Smoke anymore.

I guess that is just the way things go.

Always trying to find new
Ways to make us
Yet, always putting
our selves in situations
to make ourselves Unhappy.

Our Jobs,
Our Relationships,
Our Life,
Always looking for a balance.

Rarely finding one.

What happens when you find that nothing makes you Happy?