90 from the 90's

I don't really fell that
comfortable
sitting in a bar stool
that's not facing the
bar.

I need a
beer
in front of me
or a
cigarette
in my hand.

Something I can mentally
hide behind,
focus on,

Something that separates
me from
the other people.
there's me,
the beer,
then the other people.

It's a nice little wall
to hide behind.

Instead of me
just sitting
uncomfortably
with my hands
on my knees
and my attention
on the person
across from me

wow

just what I need,
something else to work on.